This is me, raising my hand, admitting to the world that I, Brittany Hill, struggle massively with conformity.
There’s been a lot going through my head lately, such as, “Why is it that I am growing in my relationship with the Lord everyday, yet i still feel distant?” and “Why do i have these awkward I’m-not-worth-anything [...]
Archive for September, 2007
Who places these desires in my heart?
Posted in Uncategorized on September 28, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Posted in Uncategorized on September 26, 2007 | 1 Comment »
This week has been a down week; and to think, it’s only half way over. Is it because I haven’t been in the Word? Partially, but I’ve been in the Word everyday. Is it more the depth of my personal time with the Lord? Most likely. But there’s more on my heart right now than [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on September 18, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve spent the last few days reflecting on different ways I can feel the Lord working in my life. I constantly reach back into the filing cabinets stored in the back of my mind titled “High School”, “Freshman GCCC”, and “Sophomore BCF”. Reading through these different stories and flipping through photo albums filled with smiles [...]
comes and goes
Posted in Uncategorized on September 11, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
The joy we built up inside me comes and goes, but why? My joy comes from the Lord, and He is always there, so why is it that my joy peaks and fades all at the same time? Maybe it’s not my joy, maybe it’s just my happiness. Good day, bad day, the Lord is [...]
The flesh I just can’t stand.
Posted in Uncategorized on September 5, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Who aggravates you the most? Yourself?
That’s how it is in my case.
How often is it that something amazing happens in our lives; I’m talking big time life i-will-never-go-back-to-where-i-was stuff? That happened this summer, and now I’m sitting back wondering where a lot of things went. Most of it is small things, such as not getting [...]
Silent
Posted in Uncategorized on September 4, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I hear crickets outside my window. Oh, what a beautiful thing. There’s more… my window is closed, that means there is complete silence right now, minus the clicking of my keyboard. The last moment of complete silence I can remember was a day in Peru. I went for a walk, passed the school, up the [...]
What’s important here?
Posted in Uncategorized on September 2, 2007 | 1 Comment »
There are so many things in this life that trigger memories of Peru. Everyday it seems I find myself daydreaming about my bug infested bed, playing soccer when it’s below freezing, hiking in the middle of the night… and so on. To think, everything that most people would say “no way” to, I am sitting [...]